August 20, 2012

wait, weight...

In 1990 I didn't feel good, every day I have an overwhelming tiredness.  Then I started having chest congestion and wheezing.  At that time I had a 3 year old, and it was not convenient to lay down and take a nap whenever this came over me, which was really the only remedy I had found.  This went on for about a year.  I went to the doctor, got medicine, got better, finished medicine-problem returned.

I started to pay closer attention to when I had the symptoms.  It did not take me too long to realize I was having a problem with wheat.  Eat a saltine cracker and wheeze within 5 mins.  I went to an allergist for the tests and sure enough- allergic to wheat(and corn, oats, peanuts, chocolate and various others like dust, mold etc.)  There are no shots for food allergies, you must avoid the foods.
Well, wheat is a BIG challenge.  It took me a few months to give it up entirely, but when you feel that bad every time you have it, you give it up. 

I spent almost 20 years avoiding wheat.  At first there were not many wheat free things that tasted good.  Now, I did not have celiac, which is different than a wheat allergy.  I could have the gluten, just not the wheat itself.  So I found spelt as a substitute.  My mom and mother-in-law made delicious bread for me from it, and it tasted pretty close to wheat.  I learned to be SO disciplined in my eating.  I DID not cheat!  I didn't miss chocolate, I missed shredded wheat and a bowl of oatmeal-lifetime breakfast staples for me!

Five years ago I developed a problem with my ear being stuffed up.  After seeing several doctors and having surgery on my nose, there is still no definitive answer as to why I have this problem.  I decided to go to an allergist again.  I was retested and NO MORE wheat allergy.  Still allergic to oats, but none of the others.  (several new airborne ones though). This was almost two years ago now.  I did not test positive for dairy, but I do believe the dairy is the cause of the ear problem.  In starting to eat wheat, I thought I wasn't missing anything, but the more I have eaten it, the more I don't want to give it up again.  The awesome self control I once had-GONE!!   No consequences now when I eat it, feel fine.  But, I don't think it it that good for me and what is to say I won't become allergic again?

I give all of this background to talk about my weight.  I was very thin up until 10 years ago, when I developed a thyroid problem.  I had gained over 10 pounds without changing any eating habits. In
December of 06 my daughter wanted to lose weight, so I ordered a weight watchers at home kit.  Being a disciplined person with my eating, it was no problem for me to keep track of points.  In 4 months I lost 16 lbs.  My daughter wanted to go to meetings to help her, so I went and lost more weight.  At one point I had lost 27 lbs, and was at a weight I had not been since my 20's.  But really for my height and my age, I knew it was not realistic to try and weigh that little.  So I gradually added back about 7-9 lbs- perfect.  Then came wheat back into my life!  Previously there were no cakes, cookies or pies consumed.  So now I have added another 5 lbs.  Since they have changed weight watchers around so much, I don't have the correct tools any longer(always a good excuse).  My daughter told me about myfitnesspal.com and I have decided to give it a try.  It seems to work a lot like weight watchers online.  I don't have internet on my phone, but you can track that way, too.

Since my Dad passed away, I have not been taking care of myself the way I should and have decided it is time to start eating healthier and exercising!  I want to try and regain some of the self-discipline I once had!  My goal is 5 lbs before October 4, when I go to Michigan to visit my Mom!

Wish me luck!!

Marietta

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